Posted by: Billie
Sunday February 1 2026 5:53pm
Fell asleep on jakes couch watching Dodgeball on tubi. Jason Bateman was awesome


Posted by: Billie
Sunday February 1 2026 3:43pm
I wonder what this song would be if drake kept it





Posted by: Billie
Friday January 30 2026 12:01pm
I found this ukg artist (Jubley) from the Bakey boiler room all the way back in like 2022. Listening to their Bandcamp releases from last year rn and he uses dialogue/vocal samples from David Lynch movies. Im not the biggest fan of these newer releases, maybe i just outgrew the genre, but this one has that Lost Highway scene of the guy calling himself at the party. Another one of their recent releases has the diner scene from Mulholland Drive

https://fodderrecords.bandcamp.com/album/fodder012-jubley-warehouse-raffle


Posted by: Billie
Thursday January 29 2026 5:11pm

https://www.lipstickalley.com/threads/the-game-confirms-past-relationship-with-mya-says-she-dumped-him-after-he-cheated-with-his-baby-mama.4998498/


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday January 28 2026 10:13pm

Just found out Aura was initially called Burqa but Interscope wouldnt let her release this


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday January 28 2026 8:20pm
Finished Entourage... incredible show. Has its fair share of issues like being shallow at times and retcon and some seasons tanking and some characters not feeling fully developed, but its a fun watch. Fun time capsule of pre influencer 2000s Hollywood. Also has an incredible soundtrack. Recommend to anyone who likes celebrities and is okay with the political incorrectness and misogyny of the aughts, like sex and the city or scream queens. All awesome shows merely reflecting the times


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday January 28 2026 2:35am
Insane Snow Strippers tour bus


Posted by: Billie
Sunday January 24 2026 10:58pm
Walked to jade and davids for minecraft and some soup. Thinking about these juicy nerds clusters... would be eating them rn if we werent snowed in


Posted by: Billie
Sunday January 24 2026 4:03pm
Sundance reviews have me excited for the new Gregg Araki movie. I feel like a decent chunk of the dreampop and shoegaze i listen to can be attributed to his movies. His Amoeba haul and Kaboom put me onto some awesome stuff. Was thinking about Kaboom when listening to that Airiel comp last night


Posted by: Billie
Saturday January 24 2026 9:29pm
Watching the Entourage finale tonight. Enjoying the light pollution from the snow and this Airiel compilation


Posted by: Billie
Saturday January 24 2026 3:32pm
Snow day... been listening to my uncensored Artpop CD. Fuck R Kelly but that original Do What U Want is so iconic


Posted by: Billie
Friday January 23 2026 1:51pm
Love this album cover. Wish i could steal the name dj food


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday January 21 2026 4:08pm
This Hooverphonic album is so fire


Posted by: Billie
Tuesday January 20 2026 4:25pm
Baby-G my parents got me in third (?) grade. Miss it and i dont think ive ever gone a day in my life without wearing a watch. Maybe when i took standardized tests (which i all bombed🤣)


Posted by: Billie
Tuesday January 20 2026 4:19pm
Thinking about this scent. Its like Jazz Club and Tobacco Vanille and By The Fireplace... it reminds me of some taxi rides ive had that smell like cigarette smoke stuck in cloth upholstery. And its phenomenal. I need a full bottle, maybe ill get one after i finish Exit The King. Ive been wearing Jazz Club since my mom got me the MM replica set for my birthday in 2020. Theres nothing wrong with it, i just think i smell it on too many art students and my individuality complex is suffering


Posted by: Billie
Tuesday January 20 2026 4:15pm
I forgot how i found this song but it was either from reddit or youtube comments... someone said this is remniscent of an Aaliyah track and its #True



Posted by: Billie
Friday January 16 2026 11:54am
New Rocky. Thinking about my Testing japan merch that i havent seen for like 5 years. I hope to god its somewhere in my closet at home and my mom didnt take it to goodwill


Posted by: Billie
Thursday January 15 2026 9:33am
I was talking to my parents about movies when i was home for Christmas. My dad told me to watch Highest 2 Lowest and my mom told me to watch The Age of Innocence, saying color was used well. I watched both but i havent been able to stop thinking about The Age of Innocence. It was too raw

Scorsese said Age is his ‘most violent film.’ Theres no blood or actual violence but i have to agree... the confines and boxes made by society blah blah blah but its facts

God this movie made me feel things. The food scenes, dissolves, sweeping camera work, and iris shots (made me think of AHS coven lmao) were top. Set design and all the material objects and rooms and lavish things were so excellent. All the mise en scene made for an immersive setting of 1870s high society... theyre richer than God and theres like not a single poor person in this movie. The central conflict and basically the whole plot (to have Newland’s problem) was a privilege in itself lol

I think Age is pretty underrated. Also the opening opera scene reminded me that i should finish Goethe’s Faust


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday January 14 2026 10:59pm
Happy birthday madi ... shoutout Ranoush the midwest needs more spots where u can order a cup of coffee and a hookah at 9pm


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday January 14 2026 3:38pm
Deftones trip hop today ... also wish Team Sleep had more music


Massive Attack Protection sample on the Drive cover is so awesome


Posted by: Billie
Tuesday January 13 2026 6:05pm
Awge is back


Posted by: Billie
Sunday January 11 2026 6:13pm
Scrolling on linkedin


Posted by: Billie
Saturday January 10 2026 7:36pm
Watching Entourage
Photo kali took of me and natalie playing bioshock. We were getting freaked out


Posted by: Billie
Monday December 15 2025 7:40pm
Listened at work today



Thinking about doing the #slowjamzchallenge where i only listen to artists namedropped in Slow Jamz for a week (i made this up) (i just think it would be fun)


Posted by: Billie
Saturday December 13 2025 11:38pm
Gotta be of my favorite songs. So much better after the aaliyah sample cleared


Posted by: Billie
Saturday December 13 2025 4:23pm
New cards. Fedex messed up the margin


Posted by: Billie
Saturday December 12 2025 3:08pm
keep those Eyes Wide Shut... Fidelio


Posted by: Billie
Thursday December 12 2025 3:37am
#HWOTD headwear of the day
Henry Jawnson craigslist mohair beanie


Posted by: Zain
Thursday December 11 2025 2:03am

Diddy actin a fool in a wig


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday December 10 2025 10:02pm
Diddy is the guiltiest man ever, bum jury. Its a shame the parties in videos from this era always looked so fun



Posted by: Billie
Tuesday December 9 2025 2:31 pm
Shoutout VA




Posted by: Billie
Friday December 5 2025 11:33pm
Lou Reed


Posted by: Billie
Thursday December 4 2025 6:48pm
Watching Diddy netflix doc

Isnt this great? Your flight leaves at eight
Her flight lands at nine, my game just rewinds




Posted by: Zain
Saturday November 28 2025
zain first post


michel gondry


Posted by: Billie
Wednesday November 26 2025 12:30am
#home in como for thanksgiving

1:12 mark. TV writing was so good
You know, I'm tired of hearing people complain, "I'm riddled with this disease!" or "I was in that tsunami!" To them, I say, "Shake it up a bit! Get out of your box! Even if that box happens to be where you're living." I'll often yell at homeless people: "Hey, how's that homelessness working out for ya? Give not being homeless a try, huh?" You know something, Ohio? It's not easy to break out of your comfort zone. People will tear you down, tell you you shouldn't have bothered in the first place. But let me tell you something: there's not much of a difference between a stadium full of cheering fans and an angry crowd screaming abuse at you. They're both just making a lot of noise. How you take it is up to you. Convince yourself they're cheering for you. You do that, and someday, they will.


Posted by: Billie
Tuesday November 25 2025 7:59am
Jennifer Connelly in Requiem for a Dream


Posted by: Billie
Monday November 24 2025 9:20pm
Stuff i listened to today at work
Color plus is a crazy producer. Trinity insane front to back

and this
Probably favorite jay song

plead the 5th when it comes to fam
like a dog i never speak but i understand


keep coke in coffee keep money smellin mothy
chains is cool to cop but more important is lawyer fees

Dipppsetttt... bitchhhh
This classic
Last but not least, this whole album. In My Mind prequel. Pharrell and Clipse over the raekwon beat is crazy. The way the end of every song cuts out 😭


Posted by: Billie
Monday November 24 2025 9:04pm
Last week i saw this Complex list of today’s 25 best dressed celebrities: https://apple.news/AeEOoqABtayl9SM2Tiw8melg87Q

- chalamet should be like top 15... not last
- yachty should be higher
- interesting listing jim jones, but not cam’ron

My biggest beef is listing chalamet last. Mf has awesome style and taste in literally everything. Hes definitely someone i look to for that kind of stuff. Like yes i was already going to buy the 990v5s and then the 990v4s and the vivienne bones choker (rep!) and the cpfm cudi entergalactic hoodie (real.. unfortunately) (resale hurt) the prada re-nylon (rep!) but he gave me a sense of confidence in my purchases. I know, i can be too influenced by parasocial relationships. But who else am i supposed to look up to and bite from, if not celebrities who have no clue i exist



Posted by: Billie
Sunday November 23 2025 11:49pm
Been updating my website all day and listening to MJ’s Dangerous.. She Drives Me Wild and Who Is It

Kind of on the topic of MJ, Maria has been stuck in my head. Going off that, i think abel is the closest thing to MJ today. To give Bieber credit, he sounds pretty close to MJ right at the end of Maria, but i think DD solidifies that spot. I have a whole list on my notes app from last year when i was debating myself on this topic. I need a hobby probably but i do think the weeknd sounds like him on Valerie and these other songs


Posted by: Billie
Saturday November 22 2025 6:47pm
Second post in an hour and a half. I have a lot of things to say with no ears to listen. But i wrote this down in my notes app yesterday because its just so important to me. Kind of.
Playas we aint the same im into caine and guns
Chopard with the fishes make the facelift numb...

Another line
Pyrex stirs turn to cavalli furs
Full length cat when i wave the kitty purrs

Anddd this one
Coke money clean thru merrill lynch
Accountant just gasp at the smell of it

Shoutout VA. One day i will be back...


        Posted by: Billie
Saturday November 22 2025 5:23pm
Ive been leaning into 2010s nostalgia recently. Been listening to the Thank Me Later album and Take Care tracks like Practice and Make Me Proud. Cece’s Interlude makes me sad because i think Drake is too famous to ever make something as simple and awesome as that. Over the last few days ive also been embracing Miguel nostalgia. All I Want Is You and Kaleidoscope Dream are some amazing albums. I feel like Miguel and Abel were two of the last genuinely solid contemporary r&b artists of the 2010s.


I always used to skip Lotus Flower Bomb when it came on Pandora. It took me a minute to get around to it. Listened to it so many times today. Amazing song, very nostalgic, even if that nostalgia is hating it at first because i misjudged it as a 10 year old. Maybe one of the most romantic rap beats ever. If i was Solange and this was written about me, i would probably never feel anything close to this ever again.

I miss being a kid and finding all this music on internet radio. My parents listened to a lot of stuff but never really listened to anything r&b. The most r&b album they played around me was Sade’s Soldier of Love. But that is a really good album. It was fun to discover that i liked rap music and Drake was basically the coolest guy on Earth to me at this time. Shoutout Pandora. 

I got to first hand experience the peak of so many artist careers and watch their decline. #backintheday day people used to think Wale was next up. I havent heard too much from him outside of Ambition. Zain sent me Attention Deficit the other day and 90210 is a pretty awesome track. Wish i listened to it when it came out so i could have that nostalgia factor. The way that things make me feel has always been more important to me than objective ‘good’ art. I hate listening to music or watching movies with the purpose of ‘conquering’ or deeply understanding them if i dont care about them otherwise, like i was required to for film and art and lit classes at Mizzou. If it sucks im turning it off. Sorry cameron winter. 

Factoring in nostalgia makes me wonder how ‘good’ the music in the 2010’s actually was. I wanna say everything was objectively better. Not that it matters. I rarely listen to any newer r&b artists. I wish i did. It doesnt feel the same, the beats arent there, the vocal performance on BBL. That shouldnt even make sense but you know what i mean.. gone are the days of A&R and labels being relevant, and artists like Aaliyah and Brandy who got their start in church choirs. Anyone with garageband and meta ads could be up next.

Anyways. This is my first post on this stream of consciousness blog. I write bullshit like this all the time on other outlets. Ig stories, my notes app, in my performative Moleskine. But i guess im expanding my digital footprint today for better or worse. Hope some of the things i end up writing about on here give you a new perspective or something to hate on or gawk at or be slightly entertained by. I have some bad takes and whack opinions so its okay to think im crazy. But youre on my website and youre reading this, so you must care what i think at least a little.

Thanks to all the haters i know g-4 pilots on a first name basis...